Ugh. Blah. Blech.
I am not having a good day. In fact, it's a pretty bad day, although I feel better than I did earlier. I'm so very tired and my back hurts badly (I strained it and it keeps getting aggravated) and I missed two days of my anxiety medication. So, basically, I feel like crap and am having a lot of trouble handling things today.
Maybe once Brian gets home, I'll take a nap. Not sure. I just want the day to go away. I want everything and everyone to go away. Blah, blah, blah. I just want to hide and rest somewhere - all alone for a long time.
I need to call next week to make an appointment with the psychiatrist to see if I need my meds changed.
Maybe more later.
I forgot to say that I feel very lonely sometimes. I love my kids and Brian and he is my best friend in the world, but I really, really want a best girl friend. I have a friend that lives near me, but we're not super-close. Maybe getting closer, but I don't know. Some people are just easier to get close to than others and I often wonder if I like other people more than they like me. I feel so blah and "whatever" right now, but I would love to have some females here to have a very close relationship with. We don't even have any family around here, though it's really close friends that I'm wanting. OK, I'm done whining now. Sorry. *blush* *shrug* :) :-/
Maybe once Brian gets home, I'll take a nap. Not sure. I just want the day to go away. I want everything and everyone to go away. Blah, blah, blah. I just want to hide and rest somewhere - all alone for a long time.
I need to call next week to make an appointment with the psychiatrist to see if I need my meds changed.
Maybe more later.
I forgot to say that I feel very lonely sometimes. I love my kids and Brian and he is my best friend in the world, but I really, really want a best girl friend. I have a friend that lives near me, but we're not super-close. Maybe getting closer, but I don't know. Some people are just easier to get close to than others and I often wonder if I like other people more than they like me. I feel so blah and "whatever" right now, but I would love to have some females here to have a very close relationship with. We don't even have any family around here, though it's really close friends that I'm wanting. OK, I'm done whining now. Sorry. *blush* *shrug* :) :-/
posted by Maggie at 3:47 PM
2 Comments:
I feel the same way often about friendships. I'd love to have a friend who could come over and I wouldn't feel like I needed to entertain them, just hang out. Someone I wouldn't have to make a big effort for, someone I could just "be" with. It's really hard work to maintain friendships sometimes.
I totally feel the same way! And I keep putting off going to the dr to get different meds too. Sigh. (((hugs)))
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